I need some emotional support and I need it NOW!?

IDK what to say but I wish you lived near by so I can care for your baby for a little bit to give you a break. I kind of understand what you are going through but thinking of hitting the baby is taking it to another level. Try to sooth her and be calm. Kiss her and sweet talk to her. Talk to her in a CALM SWEET voice. Babies feed off of your energy. Please try this and let me know if it works.